Current mood:	high
Current music:	Freaky

Am I writing?
Well I cant believe I am writing in this thing. I thought I was done but I had to go out with a bang. Well let me start from the beginning. Junior Senior is coming up and I wanted to go with Cecily, I mean it is my last year. I was like thinking of a good way to ask her thinking I had time int'll soemone gave me a deadline,lol. So I was gonna you know ask her after track make it simple but that didn't work, then i'm like I will call her down to the office during 6th hour. When I told this person the 6th hour they were like oh boi it would be phat if you did that junk over announcements. I was like dang thats not bad. I didnt realize how hard it was gonna be int'll today when I got to the announcement room. First I had to beg Mr.J, then she walked in the announcement room and I was like the seniors are doing it today, yea just me,lol. I started saying the pledges and I was like shaking. It came to the last announcement where I did the shocker. After I walked out you could diffently know everyone heard. I was going on like a field trip and the guys where like I cant believe you did it. Some guys where like dang that took some balls, it sure did cause look what happened. Well when I got back to school I was like trying to avoid to come in contact cuz I was nervous. I didn't even want to go down to the gym cuz I knew she was there. I was like I am gonna have to find out sooner or later. So I went. I heard a whole bunch of people telling me things she did as her reaction. Boy was I shocked, I was so disappointed. I mean yea I use to like but I was just asking as a friend. Come on everyone new I was gonna ask her, what would of been the difference between the announcement or just doing it, everyone would of found out I mean damn are school is so small. Well I got to practice and I was like this is gonna be interesting, so I just went like nothing was going on. Boy I was like sad. I just wanted this school year to be over. I got home and like looked at these journals and I saw these comments and I was like way to talk about somethin you know shnit about. So I was like talking to Tanvi and she like can I talk to you one on one. I already new what she was gonna say so I typed a paragraph of stuff cuz I new the things she was going to type. So she heard the truth and I explained. Dang Cecily couldn't even come and talk to me hopefully she will soon cuz i'm gutted out. After that I felt relieved cuz i'm smiling still cuz I did it, cuz I cant believe it, I just made shcs history. Well guess I am going alone, guess its for the best. Maybe I will have more fun without her, I dont know, but i'm gonna diffently get crunked cuz its my last school event with my friends. Well c-ya next big discussion. Peace.

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